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Femdom Fetish Audio Goddess Natasha
I hope that you are having a great weekend! Saturday afternoon I went down to Miami for Art Deco. It takes something truly special to get Me to Miami! I knew the weather would be cool and rainy so today I am working on a number of projects. This week I will have a BIG announcement to make! Be sure you FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER or READ MY PERSONAL BLOG.
As usual it was another busy week! My most popular video this week was Ownership. This weeks most popular audio was Breaking you which is part of My Breaking of a slave series.
If you are not familiar with it My Breaking of a slave series it is true accounts of My program. I have to say that I have perfected this program over the years and have been highly successful in implementing it! For more on this program follow this link>> BREAKING OF A SLAVE
This week two of My past recordings appeared on the marque which were Permanent Sissy Exposure and Making you gay. If you already downloaded them you helped put them on the marque!
As I mentioned I have a number of projects that I am working on so I will be available throughout the day and into the evening.
Appearing on Niteflirt Marque
It is so exciting to have your photos and personal information posted online! As you slip into your soft silky panties and pull up your stockings, your sissy clitty starts to twitch! So arousing knowing that so many people are viewing, downloading and seeing it all! The longer you are exposed the more of a change that you will be discovered as the sissy you are! Day by day you are being conditioned to exposure and having your photos and information spread! There is no removing your photos or your personal information! I know you WANT this! I know you NEED this…exposed to the world permanently and irrevocably!
With a brief induction and countdown this is a journey of humiliation and transition into being a faggot. As I speak convincing you that you would be better off living a gay lifestyle. It seems the most natural thing in the world! After all, you are NOT a real man. The fact is you never were! The small penis that you have ensured your sexual inadequacy and you have never been able to please a Woman! But you CAN please a man! Cocksucking and being used for a man’s sexual pleasure. Being face fucked and cock slapped will be things that you not only desire but crave as you become a faggot! Becoming a faggot bitch ~ you ARE a faggot bitch! Featuring Femdom, forced bi, verbal humiliation, mind control, hypnosis, faggot humiliation, SPH
Most Popular Video
Just look at Goddess and look into My eyes. Then your eyes drift down to My gorgeous cleavage where a charm is nestled between My breasts. Then I instruct you to get into a submissive position as I begin to relax you and put you into trance. I begin to fill your mind with thoughts of ownership. No rights, becoming chattel, as your Owner, I will be the sole focus of your life! you exist to serve, craving cruelty, craving to give up control. you need this, you want this and when you listen to this all thoughts of yours will be of being owned!
Most Popular Audio
I talk often about My Breaking of a slave that encompasses 30 days. While I would absolutely love to have you under My control for 30 days I don’t actually need that time. I am sure you have noticed how you are becoming enthralled every time you watch a video, look at My pictures or speak with Me. I have already set the stage for breaking you! Everything I do is calculated to bring you closer and bring you further under My influence and control. As you become more and more attached sexually, emotionally and psychologically, it is closer to your complete surrender. Until you are kneeling in subjugation at My feet and broken! Which is My goal and what I find so erotic!
Recent Releases
~NEW~ Making you My wife ~ Irreversible Changes
The power and control that I will have over you as My wife will be total and complete. This control is exactly what I desire to mold you into the wife that I WANT you to be! Know that this is NOT about sissification. It is NOT about playing at being femme! It is so much more than that! The first steps will seem innocuous and quite exciting to you. As I progress in My plans for you the changes become more drastic and noticeable. I know that you are excited by the changes! I know that you love to look in the mirror! As you admire yourself and your new body and transformation, there will be a day when you realize that these irreversible changes ensure that you cannot return to any semblance of your previous life! At that point you will have a very emotional breakdown and break through! NOW I have you exactly where I want you! Completely under My control and totally dependent on Me!
~NEW~ Mind Control Powerful Pendant ~ Powerful Leather
My soft supple leather top and gloves fit so tightly and feel so erotic. The pendant is nestled in My cleavage and it’s power over you is instantaneous! The light glistens as you feel the power of the pendant pulling you. My voice seduces you and flows through your mind as I take you down deeper. Deeper into trance. Deeper into submission. Unable to resist My voice, My leather or the sparkling pendant you go deeper and deeper Bringing you closer to complete surrender.
~NEW~ Making you My “wife” Changing Roles Perceptions
As I plan your continuing transformation into My wife, I give a lot of thought to how it will form and change your role and perception that others have of you. Women will view you very differently as your transformation takes place. As you change your own view of yourself will become very different! As you become more and more feminine and your emasculation continues you will realize how your role has changed! As your emasculation deepens your own perception will change and how you see yourself! It will be deeply emotional and a very profound psychological effect on you! This realization is one of the major components of being broken and accepting your new life!
Cum Dump Forced Bi
The idea of forced bi is so very erotic to Me although I actually like to think of it as “persuaded” bi. There is nothing more erotic than watching you do WHATEVER I demand to please Me! I want every experience to be seared into your memory. I want it to be so intense that you relive it over and over again in your mind! It is so powerful to persuade and yes, manipulate you for My own amusement and enjoyment! For instance when I decide to make you serve as a cum dump for the night!
I have so many plans for you. So many ways for you to amuse Me. So many ways to watch your humiliation and degradation as I watch enjoying every minute of it. Seeing the look on your face when you take cock after cock. Load after load. I want your throat to be burning, your jaw to be sore and your stomach to be full. This will be a night you will NEVER forget! Featuring Forced Bi, Erotic Humiliation, Verbal Abuse (Mild)
The Bi Files
These recordings are 30 minutes of one of My favorite activities ~ erotic bisexual action
ADDRESSING YOUR COCK ADDICTION
In this video, I address your addiction to cock. you have had a taste and now you need more and more! We both know how often you watch porn wanting to be the one sucking cock! It has been in the back of your mind for so so long! Now its time to admit it! you are addicted to cock!
As you descend the staircase, the darkness envelopes you. Calm and peaceful taking you down where you need to be. Where you belong. Where you can be who you truly are. Cocksucker. Hungry for cock. Eager for cock. Hot for cock. The small room with all the holes. Oh yes, the glory holes and you are surrounded by cock! Greedy for cock and thirsty for cum you begin!
You have heard Me say how much I enjoy watching bi play especially with you sucking cock just to please Me! I believe it is time for a night out at Ramrod’s! I am often asked if this place really exists…and yes it does! Do I take submissives there? Absolutely! Just google it and you will see! It is a Leather/Levi Gay bar where they will be soooo welcoming to a cocksucker like you!
I want you to look into the camera right into My eyes and say “I am a cocksucker”. A night out with Me will be one you will always remember! Where will I be taking you? Oh a variety of places! A sleazy adult movie theater where the men are sitting with their pants unzipped and their cocks out just waiting for a cocksucker like you! The gay leather bar with a metal cage where you will kneel wearing My collar as I direct all the men to stand in front and stick their hard cocks through the bars. The night is just beginning!
Mindless Masturbation Cum Puppet
Now. As you know it is all about control for Me. There is nothing I enjoy more than controlling your masturbation and orgasms ESPECIALLY encouraging chronic mindless masturbation under My control and guidance! Edging over and over until you are mindless!
Mindless Masturbation Cum Puppet
As I work on your mind, you will work on your cock. Working on your weak spot as I turn you into even MORE of a chronic masturbator. Forever in your mind hypnotically repeating how much you enjoy masturbating, how much you need to masturbate, how much you crave masturbating. It weakens you to masturbate and every time you orgasm it weakens you even more and you become more susceptible to My voice and control! Telling you over and over…you MUST masturbate! You NEED to masturbate! My voice is continuously in your subconscious instructing you stroke and cum…over and over and over! Never getting enough! (LISTEN NOW!)
Perpetual Mindless Masturbation
That’s it. Listen to My voice take you down making you weaker and weaker. My voice is in your head every day, all day. Influencing you. Encouraging you. Manipulating you into masturbating more and more. I use My seductive voice to further weaken you, arouse you, and increase your addiction to masturbating. You are My cum puppet.Use your vibrator and work yourself as My voice works on your mind! (LISTEN HERE!)
Compulsively Stroking and Edging
Upon hearing My voice you will give in to Me… over and over again…. over and over again…. you’re listening to My voice influencing your mind as you stroke… as you work on your cock… over and over again… you are listening to My voice again because you are aching to touch your cock and stroke because you are so weak with arousal! Filled with the need to stroke and orgasm. There is no greater pleasure on earth than to self-pleasure for Me, to arouse yourself for Me, and to cum for Me. But even more pleasurable, even sweeter agony, is when you edge and suffer for Me for as long as possible before you break down and cum for Me. It gives Me such amusement to know that you compulsively edge yourself for Me, helpless to resist Me, helpless to resist My voice, because you are so weak. And I just delight in making you weaker… every single day. The weaker you are , the more I enjoy it, the more exciting it is. No matter where you are and no matter what you are doing you hear My words flowing through your mind. (LISTEN NOW!)
Making you My wife transformation Goddess Natasha
Making you My wife transformation is truly one of My ultimate fantasies. It is not only erotic but so powerful to imagine your complete and total transformation. I spend a lot of time thinking about it and planning every little detail!
These are just a few of My plans on The Journey and Details in Making you My “wife”
I realized this long ago and deep in your heart you know it too! The fact is you were meant to be My FemWife! Everything that has happened so far in your life has led you here. All those experiences and choices have led you to Me. This transformation to My FemWife is what you have always dreamed of…what you have always wanted. As a matter of fact, it is what you NEED! It is the only way that you will be happy and finally be where you belong! (LISTEN HERE)
Our wedding day has finally arrived! There has been so much preparation to get you ready to be My perfect wife! Breast implants, hormone therapy, corset training…now its time for the beautiful gown! Guess what? I have your new birth certificate! Your new life as My legal wife is about to begin! (LISTEN HERE!)
My wife: Our erotic Wedding Night
You looked so beautiful in your bridal dress and lingerie! Now the ceremony is over and you are My legal wife! We are back in the suite and it’s time for Our wedding night. Oh I am sure it will not be quite what you imagined! I have been preparing you…training your mouth and virgin ass with My strap-on. Now it’s time for real cock! (LISTEN HERE)
My wife: More and More Feminine
Everything I have planned for you and your Making you My wife transformation is designed to make you look, feel and act more feminine! After all, it is certainly one of My goals. I have it all planned out and today there are a number of things to do just that! My girlfriend who does piercing is waiting for us and I scheduled a consultation with a Tattoo artist. The only thing left for Me to decide is the what and where. I am thinking an ankle tattoo. So feminine! A rose…butterfly…something to enhance your femininity!(LISTEN HERE)
Making you My Wife Humiliating Dr. Visit
The corset training and hormone therapy are really starting to change your figure! Today I am going to dress you and rouge your very sensitive nipples. Of course, you are very sensitive emotionally too, aren’t you? We will be going to see Dr. Alexandria, the very beautiful cosmetic surgeon who will be doing your breast implants. Among other things! You will be stripping naked and showing off your jeweled stainless steel butt plug. Its not going to stop there, oh no you will be totally embarrassed and humiliated when I tell her why I want you to have nice full lips! (WATCH HERE)
Sissy Emasculation Goddess Natasha
One of the things that you have probably noticed is how important I find emasculation for sissys! I so enjoy the humiliation and emasculation of sissification. Verbal reinforcement as well as mantras and tasks are all effective for sissy emasculation!
~NEW~ Sissys Belong in Panties
I know that you enjoy wearing panties! The feel, the touch is so erotic and makes your little sissy clitty hard! But there is so much more! Let Me explain exactly WHY you belong in panties! Why you NEED to wear panties! Featuring emasculation, sissy reinforcement, panties, feminization, sissification, panty reinforcement, sissy humiliation (LISTEN)
I am sure that the phrase sissy fuck slut send a shiver through your body! Imagining how humiliated you will be as I introduce you as a fuck slut. Used as a party favor completely emasculated. As I instruct you to service any and every one! Forcing you to look in My eyes as I feed you that first cock! As a fuck slut you will be deepthroated, face fucked, throat trained and so much more! As I always say just a hole to be used. Featuring emasculation, bi, forced bi, Femdom, slut training (LISTEN)
My phone lines will be on and I will be available for online interaction on My regular schedule today.
Sissy Emasculation ~ Sissy Files
More sissy emasculation! It is so true that size does matter! As a matter of fact, you realized that long ago! The size of your penis was a contributing factor in your becoming a sissy! The realization that you will never be a real man instead servicing real men is now just a fact of life for you. Let’s just call it what it is…your sissy clitty. (LISTEN)
I know that you want to be a good girl! The only way good girls get to cum is by having a sissygasm. This is exactly how I am going to train you! So that the ONLY way you orgasm is with a sissygasm! Step by step I am going to guide you so that you are properly trained and your sissy pussy is trained to ONLY orgasm this way. No, no! No touching your clitty! I am going to train you for a hands free sissygasm! A REAL sissygasm! Now be a good girl and listen closely! (LISTEN)
There are so many things that excite you! It isn’t the things that excite most men! No, for you it is panties and lingerie. Stockings and pantyhose feel so good to you and slipping into a pair is sure to arouse you! If you aren’t wearing panties you are craving panties! That is not even the whole truth! The truth is ALL of those feminine girly things feel more natural. The truth is this is what arouses and excites you! When you look at an attractive Woman it is not with excitement. No you want to BE HER ! It is time for you to face the truth. You would be better off being a girl! (LISTEN)
Extreme Humiliation Tasks Goddess Natasha
One thing that challenges My creativity and amuses Me is assigning humiliation tasks. Certainly I have come up with some extreme humiliation tasks and some have never been performed. If you have ever listened or read some of My descriptions for humiliation tasks, you know exactly what I mean.
Not all of them are extreme nor are them all designed to be performed in public. Actually My public humiliation tasks are more subtle and at times I command that they be performed daily.
Another aspect that I enjoy is creating custom humiliation tasks which I base on a questionnaire that I have you fill out. Below are some examples of some of My more extreme tasks!
EXTREME Humiliation Tasks by Goddess Natasha
These three tasks are EXTREME! These humiliation tasks are for those who truly enjoy being humiliated and degraded on a whole different level!
EXTREME Humiliation Cocksucking Task
I am warning you. This is an EXTREME humiliation task. Oh, I know that you have gone to glory holes maybe even put up an ad on Craig’s list to suck strange and strangers cock. As a matter of fact, I may have even been listening to you on the phone! But THIS…well this is beyond those experiences! The question is…will you do this to please Me? Will you perform this humiliating task to amuse Me? Trust Me that I will find this amusing! How far are you willing to go to please Me? I can’t wait to hear about it!
EXTREME Public Humiliation Task
Once again Goddess wants to be amused! This task will do exactly that! This second extreme public humiliation task is perfectly timed as the holiday season is upon us and the department stores will have lots of Women shopping! Again be warned! This task is embarrassing and extremely humiliating! This task is going to indulge both of us…My amusement and pleasure and your craving for humiliation! Of course, I want to hear ALL the details!
Extreme Humiliation cumslut Task
Cumslut. Do you find that name as erotic as I do? Maybe we have even talked about it on the phone! I I have shared with you exactly what I have in mind to make you My cum slut! I find this idea of turning you into a REAL cum slut so humiliating and so exciting! I so want you craving the taste of cum. Ready to slurp and swallow! More and more and still…you want more. That is what a cum slut does! This is what a cum slut is! This task will show Me just what a cumslut you are! WARNING: EXTREME public humiliation task!
Goddess Natasha Verbal Humiliation
Goddess Natasha Verbal Humiliation
I have a number of Goddess Natasha verbal humiliation files that feature faggot and admitting that you are a faggot!
From the very first time you got on your knees and took a cock in your mouth you became a faggot! After that first cock there was no going back and there was no denying it. As much as you might wish differently you ARE a faggot! Go ahead and say it out loud “I am a faggot” See how easy that was? Once a faggot, always a faggot! Featuring humiliation, Femdom, verbal humiliation, name calling, faggot humiliation (LISTEN NOW!)
Answer all 10 of My questions and then add up your score. See how much of a faggot you really are! (DOWNLOAD NOW!)
I am back to taking calls and back online! I also recorded a number of new audio files that I will be releasing in the upcoming days. As I mentioned I am back to My regular schedule of taking calls and being available for chat and online training.
Is it time for the world to know what a faggot you are?
FAGGOT Exposure Questionnaire Contract
It is time for the whole world to know that you are a FAGGOT! Time to stop lying to yourself and the world and be exposed as the FAGGOT you are! Listen to the recording and answer ALL My questions. Then the fun part! Send Me your most embarrassing and humiliating photos. Just remember when you activate this contract you are agreeing to give full release to Me to do with them as it amuses Me! FAGGOT ID cards, embarrassing captions and more! So thrilling…so erotic…so risky! After all, you will have no control over who sees your photos and information (DOWNLOAD NOW!)
Don’t miss the FAGGOT FILES!
These three recordings are filled with erotic verbal humiliation and reinforcing you as a faggot! I call these THE FAGGOT FILES! Includes the titles below: Cum Eating Faggot, Cock sucking Faggot and Shemale Faggot (LISTEN NOW!)
When a beautiful, superior Dominant Woman such as Myself calls you names it is particularly emasculating. Especially the name faggot. How manipulative and cruel to call you a cum eating faggot when I have trained you to BE one. One day I will hold your face firmly, look you in the eye and call you MY cum eating faggot
It is time for you to admit it. you aren’t straight. you aren’t bisexual. you are a cock sucking faggot who craves big cock! The porn you watch? Oh it is all gay porn featuring those hot young studs with their huge dicks! Every fantasy, every jerk off session features big dicks and your mouth wrapped around them!
Another HOT and SEXY shemale adventure! Here we are again…as you fantasize about all those shemale cocks! You just can’t’ get enough! You dream night and day about those sexy transsexuals. Their hard cocks using you, using your mouth and using your ass! Those chicks with dicks fucking your face and pounding you…pounding your ass. Go ahead, lay on your back and pull your legs up. It’s time for you to be used!
BBC Porn Femdom Goddess Natasha
By now you know how much I enjoy reinforcing your craving for cock especially BBC! I know that you search for BBC porn and those with the biggest cocks! Combining it with humiliation and degradation is especially erotic to Me!
Maybe you have never considered yourself a faggot. But the way you feel about big black defines a faggot! I know how you crave the feel, the taste and the use and abuse of BBC. The anticipation, the heart pounding, and palm sweating as you wait for the sight of that hard cock. Knowing that you WILL be used with no regard for you or your needs. It is just about that big black cock and how you can service it. Go ahead and say it out loud. I am a faggot for BBC! (LISTEN NOW!)
It is looking to be quite a busy day with videos, calls and then cam tonight! Today I am available for calls and I will be recording videos today. However I do take a lunch break at noon. If you have an idea or suggestion for video OR you would like to request your own custom recording, feel free to send Me an email. Details on custom videos can be viewed here. Also as I mentioned above My cam line will be on this evening. As usual I will send out a cam announcement with photos. View My cam listing here!
Increasing your Addiction to BBC
Part of any addiction is admitting to the issue. Like your addiction to big black cock! Watching clip after clip of BBC porn. Wishing it was you! I know how it all began and now I know that you crave it! Nothing else gets you so aroused as the sight of a big black cock. BUT I want to make you crave it even more. I want to make you admit over and over how much you enjoy it. Oh I know it is emasculating which is exactly why I want to hear it straight from your mouth! Featuring cock superiority, Femdom, BBC, forced bi, humiliation, emasculation (LISTEN NOW!)
There is nothing quite like servicing BBC! They just love showing you their cock superiority and how you are just a hole for them to use. A means for THEIR sexual satisfaction! So aggressive as they use you not caring anything for your sexual satisfaction. Dominant as they face fuck you without mercy. Listening to you choke and gag as they force their big black cock down your throat just excites them more! That is what you are there for! (LISTEN NOW!)
Cruel Femdom Goddess Natasha
My recordings are often based on real life experiences and real time events. This new cruel femdom recording details how I dealt with a personal slave who forgot his focus…ME!
Cruel Femdom The Cruelest Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas…literally and a slave of Mine was going out of town. He had planned a wonderful holiday vacation in a luxurious resort in Colorado! So it was Christmas Eve and his flight was late getting out however I told him he HAD to stop by on his way to the airport. I use this TRUE account to let My slaves know just how cruel I can be when you don’t abide by My rules and commands and your FOCUS is not on Goddess! (LISTEN NOW)
So I got off to a bit of a late start today due to a late night birthday celebration for My personal slave last night. We had an unbelievable dinner at Council Oaks which is at the Hard Rock.
Finally I am awake and alert. Kind of. I am available for calls, chat and personal interaction until 12 noon then off to lunch at the beach! However I will be available again at 2 PM and into the evening.
More Cruel Femdom with Goddess Natasha!
Deeper and deeper you begin to realize that you will led a quite different life that what you have been use to! A morning flogging, eating out of a bowl, being hosed down outside no matter the weather…its just beginning-a harsh existence! Learn and begin to appreciate what being My slave could be like until I break you! This is all part of breaking you so that I can now begin to mold you into the slave I want you to be. (LISTEN NOW)
By now you know that I have a bit of a sadistic streak and enjoy tormenting you physically, mentally and emotionally. In this audio I describe one of My ways of controlling you as well as tormenting you! Oh, I don’t want to give My little game away… Featuring elements of chastity, chastity device, testosterone blocker, orgasm denial, cock control, tease and denial (LISTEN NOW)
As My slave I have explained many things that your position will entail. Chastity, servitude, complete obedience and of course you know that you will be permanently collared. BUT not only will you be collared but you will also be marked. Marked with My red and black personalized logo. To further reinforce My ownership, you will be branded. Oh, a tattoo might be able to be removed…but a brand? Well, bearing My brand will show the world that you belong to Me….forever. (WATCH NOW!)
BBC Fetish Recording Goddess Natasha
One of My interests is the element of BBC . Of course with My imagination I added a twist to My new fetish recording!
~NEW~ Twisted BBC
I am quite aware of your addiction to BBC. Frankly you can’t stop thinking about it, wanting it, craving it. All you can think about is how they treat you and how they use you. But just think…you come home and hear noises. Imagine your surprise find your wife servicing big black cock! Can you blame her? After all it is all you think about! Instantly aroused you can’t take your eyes off that beautiful monster cock! Looking at her face you know you have never put that look on her face. Anxious, you wait your turn and today there is a personal eyewitness to your humiliation! (LISTEN NOW!)
Time to amuse Goddess with some holiday humiliation!
Holiday Humiliation JOI
These are your instructions for being allowed to cum! I hope you didn’t think I was just going to just say Yes you may cum! By now you know that nothing is ever that simple with Me! No, it needs to be humiliating as well as a bit uncomfortable shall we say ! I know that you so enjoy My humiliation tasks especially those that include JOI! This is going to ensure your humiliation and My delight! Oh I do want to see pictures! (LISTEN NOW!)
I have a number of custom files to record so I will be available throughout the day. I am taking calls and also engaging in personal training. If you have an idea/suggestion for a Femdom or fetish recording, let Me know!
Have a great Tuesday!
Wickedly
Goddess Natasha
More erotic BBC fetish recording!
Broken by Monster Cock
By now you know how much I enjoy your emasculation. Especially the emasculation that comes from servicing cock for Me! After all, it is difficult to feel masculine with a cock in your mouth! Those dark places that I want to take you to to be used. I want to ruin you for other cocks though. I want to find monster cocks that will intimidate and excite you. I know you know those cocks I am talking about. Frankly, they don’t even look real! But once you have had one, once you have taken one, you will only want monster cock! I will make crave that feeling of once again being brutally stretched and face fucked by monster cock! (LISTEN NOW!)
Increasing your addiction to BBC
Part of any addiction is admitting to the issue. Like your addiction to big black cock! I know how it all began and now I know that you crave it! Nothing else gets you so aroused as the sight of a big black cock. BUT I want to make you crave it even more. I want to make you admit over and over how much you enjoy it. Oh I know it is emasculating which is exactly why I want to hear it straight from your mouth! Featuring cock superiority, Femdom, BBC, forced bi, humiliation, emasculation (LISTEN NOW!)
